So tired of this situation
Sunday, 12th October, after church I picked up my sister and we went to visit my daughter and grandchildren. A normal day, till my granddaughter mention her uncle Willie. He's the fuck that was screwing my now ex-wife while he and she were still married - for probably the last 5 years of my marriage.
He's the fuck that said I should stay away from his daughter, not speak to her (this while I was going through my divorce and had found out that he was screwing my wife), and I then told him to stay away from my sons.
Needless to say, in typical cunt fashion, he didn't keep his word - couldn't expect him to anyway. But now, it would seem he's also been spending time with my grandchildren, and this pissed me off no end.
I didn't say anything about it - after all, it's my problem, not anyone else's.
Sunday night my brain was again in full gearbox mode - suffice to say I was not well, and slightly depressed. Monday was worse, I was thinking of maybe speaking to my boys about this, and telling them that I am not happy about the situation - again, I didn't, as it's my problem, and I can't make it theirs.
Monday night, prayed much about it - I needed to get mental rest about the event, and get past it - and woke up this morning feeling fine. But this issue will come up again, and at some point I am going to have to confront / address is - but, as I said before - this is my problem, not my sons..... Later all.
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